You say you're a theist and in your profile it says "Christian".
Do you believe God exists?
No, I don't believe God exists. I don't believe God doesn't exist, either. Why would I 'believe' either when I have no way available to me of making such a determination? I don't even know how a God
could exist given the basic idea that God is the source, sustenance, and purpose of all that is.
I'm a theist because I choose to accept the possibility of God existing, and I choose to conceptualize that possibility in a way that brings value into my life when I act in accordance with it.
I am a Christian only in the sense that I agree with the basic revelation and promise of Christianity as I understand it. That is that a divine spirit within us can and will heal us and save us from ourselves if we will allow ourselves to embody it. And we can then help to heal and save others, too.
I am also a Taoist in that I accept that as a human being I cannot know the Way. But I can embody it, nevertheless, through honesty, humility, and spontaneity.