I have accepted it as a pivotal moment on my path, and my biggest struggle now is not to get too attached to it.
I am coming to terms with the idea that that exact experience is one that I am not expecting to have again. I am not the same person that I was two years ago, and therefore I will not have the same feelings, reactions, expectations, motivations, etc., etc., etc. that I did then. So, now my journey is opening my heart to the experiences in front of me with the same tried-and-true aspects of the Dharma in my life:
Observe and let it all go like the flow of a river.
I dunno. Does that answer your question?
Peace,
Mystic