Richard Huckvale
New Member
Hi firstly I am new to online forums and if I am being totally honest with anyone that reads this I am new to religion.
I have been in a very dark place for over a year now. My whole life got ripped apart in 2019 and I have found it increasingly difficult to get out of the dark place my life has become. I lost my home, my job everything I had and I am on the other side of the world from my family. I have never felt so alone, I have never felt so helpless and worthless in my life. I have never been a religious man but over the last few months I have been praying and I don't feel I deserve anyone to listen to me or help me yet alone god? Why should he listen to me? I have never believed or wanted to talk to him until I was in need. I am not 100% sure if I am going out of my mind or not.
I am struggling to survive with little to no money, the fear of not knowing if ill somehow be able to afford my rent and food this week and I guess I am just looking for someone to talk to to keep me feeling alive because I have felt empty for a very long time now and I'm scared that this is now my life living alone in the darkest place off all which is my mind.
I have no idea how this works but if anyone wants to talk please talk to me please.
Richard
I have been in a very dark place for over a year now. My whole life got ripped apart in 2019 and I have found it increasingly difficult to get out of the dark place my life has become. I lost my home, my job everything I had and I am on the other side of the world from my family. I have never felt so alone, I have never felt so helpless and worthless in my life. I have never been a religious man but over the last few months I have been praying and I don't feel I deserve anyone to listen to me or help me yet alone god? Why should he listen to me? I have never believed or wanted to talk to him until I was in need. I am not 100% sure if I am going out of my mind or not.
I am struggling to survive with little to no money, the fear of not knowing if ill somehow be able to afford my rent and food this week and I guess I am just looking for someone to talk to to keep me feeling alive because I have felt empty for a very long time now and I'm scared that this is now my life living alone in the darkest place off all which is my mind.
I have no idea how this works but if anyone wants to talk please talk to me please.
Richard