Recommended "to do" list for PAD:
- Correct opportunities with myself
- Get a girlfriend
- Save the world
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I gave the woman I begged to marry me years ago a letter from the heart yesterday, and she returned the letter the next day (today) and told me to show it to my psychotherapist and get help. She stabs my heart with daggers and she feels unsafe around me. When she turned me down years ago I jumped off a building breaking multiple bones. She wasn't the only reason for that action and drugs played the largest role. Women rjection can hurt worse than broken bones lol, but it's all good. I'm not a butcher in need of revenge or control lol. Women reject me because it is a survival instinct that the good lord ingrained in them. I sympathize and understand that.
What would you think if you received a letter like that? Too spooky?
Just being real!
I gave the woman I begged to marry me years ago a letter from the heart yesterday, and she returned the letter the next day (today) and told me to show it to my psychotherapist and get help. She stabs my heart with daggers and she feels unsafe around me. When she turned me down years ago I jumped off a building breaking multiple bones. She wasn't the only reason for that action and drugs played the largest role. Women rjection can hurt worse than broken bones lol, but it's all good. I'm not a butcher in need of revenge or control lol. Women reject me because it is a survival instinct that the good lord ingrained in them. I sympathize and understand that.
What would you think if you received a letter like that? Too spooky?
Just being real!
I'm in an inner city ghetto complex. And yes, we even have a gestapo patrolling the hallways.Is that some sort of hospital room?
I'm in an inner city ghetto complex. And yes, we even have a gestapo patrolling the hallways.
a homeless shelter that resembles a jail or mental institution staffed with radius health mental health workers and security guards. Also, cameras everywhere.The hardware on the door appears institutional.
What is an inner city ghetto complex?
People who are fine with rejection don't jump off buildings. I think her initial response was right. Show it to your therapist.I'm fine with rejection and offer it up for those who suffer similar afflictions. My skin is thick, I just prefer punches to the face over rejection. Yes, I spoke from the heart. Just being honest. And we were going on walks, playing games, and doing fun activities for over a year now. My recent political madness and drug abuse destroyed our relationship. I do not put her at fault for anything. I was being narcissistic because I find no one more interesting than myself and insisted that she be indoctrinated by my political and other views. I also was mad and throwing myself in front of cars and even jumping on multiple cars shouting "Vote for trump". I just got out of the psyche ward for this two days ago.
I destroyed our friendship!
But I would prefer people tell me what is in their hearts, even if it is creepy. Transparency and honesty is the best policy. I prefer people who blurt out what they feel passionately about, even if they express desires to fondle my junk and decapitate me the first day we meet lol . So, I'm just doing unto others as I'd have them do unto me!
I jumped off the building years ago, and there were multiple factors other than rejection, including drugs involved. I thought society was better off without me and I longed to be a spirit without a body. I have since grown thicker skin and am more enlightened.People who are fine with rejection don't jump off buildings. I think her initial response was right. Show it to your therapist.
I gave the woman I begged to marry me years ago a letter from the heart yesterday, and she returned the letter the next day (today) and told me to show it to my psychotherapist and get help. She stabs my heart with daggers and she feels unsafe around me. When she turned me down years ago I jumped off a building breaking multiple bones. She wasn't the only reason for that action and drugs played the largest role. Women rjection can hurt worse than broken bones lol, but it's all good. I'm not a butcher in need of revenge or control lol. Women reject me because it is a survival instinct that the good lord ingrained in them. I sympathize and understand that.
What would you think if you received a letter like that? Too spooky?
Just being real!
Praise God!Honestly, if I were her, I would get a protective order if I received a letter like that.
Oh, I'll be seeing mental health professionals. But I can't fathom that I am in any way a danger to this person. I'll be quite transparent with people, an open book.@PopeADope Keep your chin up. I know people think they know when and when not you should see a Psychiatrist, but just try to focus working on yourself over finding someone, and maybe that woman will come. Not everyone is the same.
Considering you were recently talking about attacking strangers and leaving their blood on the ground, I think it sounds perfectly reasonable for people to worry about you being dangerous.Oh, I'll be seeing mental health professionals. But I can't fathom that I am in any way a danger to this person. I'll be quite transparent with people, an open book.
Considering you were recently talking about attacking strangers and leaving their blood on the ground, I think it sounds perfectly reasonable for people to worry about you being dangerous.
no, it was me promoting nationalism and my blood spilling on the ground.Considering you were recently talking about attacking strangers and leaving their blood on the ground, I think it sounds perfectly reasonable for people to worry about you being dangerous.
Well, there's a tip for you. If your intentions are non-violent, avoid violent sounding language that people are likely to misunderstand.no, it was me promoting right-wing nationalism and my blood spilling on the ground.
My protests are non-violent though I sometimes jump on top of vehicles.
I appreciate it and despise how two-faced and narcissistic I have been.You are attracted to self-destructive thoughts and behaviors, and that is "creepy" to most sane, healthy people. You are absurdly narcissistic (as most addicts are) and normal people also find that very "creepy". And sadly, you are quite content being this way, and so refuse any attempts by others to help you change. Which normal healthy people also find very disturbing. So you will never have a normal healthy relationship with women, because no normal healthy women will be foolish enough to take on your dark, narcissistic perversity.
When I was active in AA there was a saying (as there are many, I'm sure you know) that went: "the bottom is attractive". And it took me quite some time to understand and realize just how true that is for the addict mind. It's a saying that often comes to mind when I read your posts. You LOVE "the bottom". You live to wallow in it. And then you expect some normal healthy woman to be willing to wallow in it with you??? How absurdly selfish is THAT?