This has nothing to do with "my" God.
It seems to me that the very existence of this thread is entirely based on your conception of God, which is considerably specific and remarkably close to that of the Qur'an.
Why would that even matter? Does it make any difference whether atheism (or for that matter theism, even specifically monotheism or Qur'anic monotheism) is rational?I don't believe atheism is rational per ce.
After all, that is little more than a specific trait. A very personal, almost supremely personal trait that has no rational significance and nearly nil religious significance as well.
In short, no one is truly supposed to care whether anyone else is atheistic, monotheistic or something else, except perhaps when particularly close personal relationships are involved.
Or, of course, when people entitle themselves to judge other people's stances. Particularly when political or military power becomes entangled with that bad choice of behavior.
Stress is not conductive to rational thinking. That has been amply demonstrated.Why do you think a person is least rational in times of danger?