I ask because I no longer know what's normal...
I am a recovering schizophrenic, since 2004 a pesky demon has been tormenting me.
Medicine has not displaced it but recently, through prayer and asserting my will I have largely silenced it. I would say that it is at the moment 99% silenced. It now only "speaks" to affirm its coming departure.
The thing is though, I cannot remember what it's like to be without it
So, my question is: When your attention is not occupied what goes on in your head?
Like, if you're not concentrating on something and are just idle what thoughts do you have?
It's as though I am now suddenly alone...
But I'm not complaining!
I am a recovering schizophrenic, since 2004 a pesky demon has been tormenting me.
Medicine has not displaced it but recently, through prayer and asserting my will I have largely silenced it. I would say that it is at the moment 99% silenced. It now only "speaks" to affirm its coming departure.
The thing is though, I cannot remember what it's like to be without it
So, my question is: When your attention is not occupied what goes on in your head?
Like, if you're not concentrating on something and are just idle what thoughts do you have?
It's as though I am now suddenly alone...
But I'm not complaining!