T-Dawg
Self-appointed Lunatic
One problem with your theory: You're assuming that the girls didn't know me when I started following them. They did. In the first example I gave, the girl had known me for some time before. We were at a math league trip, to some college (for some kind of competition), which of course I considered a wonderful opportunity to hang out with her (socializing is always easier for me we're forced together in the same place). Even if I didn't like her as a girl, I still would have stuck close to her, seeing that she was my only friend there. She had no reason to freak out about me "following" her (and I wasn't following her the whole time). Even the authorities she tried to report me to quickly realized that she was acting immature (or whatever word it is that would go there).But some guy I didn't know who was following me around? No, I wouldn't talk to him, I'd talk to the police. As tough as it is to hear, those girls did the right thing. I don't think you're dangerous, and YOU don't think you're dangerous, but when you're acting a bit like a dangerous sexual predator, how is a girl supposed to know you're not actually dangerous, but just a little shy
As for the second girl I mentioned, she had known me for even longer, and knew very well how I thought and functioned. In fact, the first couple weeks I had known her, she proved herself to be completely mature and able to tell me her honest feelings. You see, I wanted to ask her out, but every time I approached her, I would get too nervous, but the after she left, I felt like an idiot for not asking her, and estimated where I could find her next so I could ask her, but then I got too nervous once again the second I saw her, and it looked like I was stalking her and following her around. She was mature enough to actually walk up and talk to me about it, and it worked out fine. But it wasn't so in the last week or the weeks after. It's extremely telling that one can handle a situation maturely the first time, and yet tear my heart out the next time she has something to say (it tells me that she orchestrated the entire thing, and did it out of malice, not stupidity like the other girl probably did). (Note: Her problem with me had nothing to do with me following her, she was "worried" because I talked about her a lot after she ripped my heart out Well DUH, of course I'm going to want to talk about it with someone if the girl of my dreams suddenly rips my heart out, after previously telling me that I had a chance with her.)
My past behavior was NOT inappropriate. You don't even know what I was doing other than "following" (which is not wrong, especially since the girls' other friends would follow them far more than I did), all you know is that these girls didn't like it for whatever reason. I can't believe you are siding with lying, treachery, and "mixed signals."I am going to be blunt with you and tell you that until you accept that your past behaviour was inappropriate and understand that none of these girls were evil and indeed reacted in a normal and intelligent way to being stalked, which whether you like it or not is what you did, then you have little chance of starting a relationship with someone
I always did, althouh the girls always waited until I was completely infatuated before telling me that they didn't like me. They could have just told me that they didn't want to date me the first time they noticed anything that suggested that I liked them, but no, they always wanted to give me false hope, mixed signals, lies...You can't force someone to like you, if you like someone and they don't like you back, tough luck, move on with your life.
It makes it much harder to move on when girls do things like that to you, but see, I did move on with my life.
Who says I'm not willing to put time and effort into a relationship? Heck, I'm the only one saying to do that. Everyone else is saying "Go say hi to her and see what happens! Don't have plans. If it fails, just throw her out, there's plenty of fish in the sea!"As many people before me in this thread have said, you need to get to know someone first before you start going out with them, the only way to do this is to put yourself out there and socialise. There is no magical combination of words or actions that will make someone want you, there is no shortcut, you have to put in the time and effort and if you aren't willing to do that, then it should be obvious that you don't consider the benefit worth the effort and don't really want a girlfriend, you just like the idea of having one the way some people like the idea of winning the lottery without ever buying a ticket.