Kathryn
It was on fire when I laid down on it.
Maybe I shouldn't have brought up the Calvinists, because I think it's distracted from the point I was trying to make: I think what you've said so far in this thread is contradictory.
Ah. I don't believe my beliefs are contradictory.
The only reason I mentioned the Calvinists was as a side remark to point out that other Christians have resolved this particular contradiction, but to do it, they assert beliefs that aren't compatible with what you've said here.
I understand their perspective - I was raised in a Calvinist household. But over time and via study, life experiences, etc. I have rejected some of the beliefs of Calvinism.
No surprise though, that different sects of Christianity have reached different conclusions.
I didn't mean "what's your source?"; I meant "how do you resolve the conflict?"
I don't have a conflict.
So God's will being carried is continent on human decisions. This goes back to what I mentioned before: what you're arguing implies that God is not fully sovereign.
God uses people to accomplish His will at times. We are conduits of His grace - or can be. We can also choose not to be. At the same time, God's power can draw us to Him even while we fight against it.
I'm OK with that. After all, I've experienced human love and grace and it often works the same way. It's not that hard for me to understand or live with that concept.
Sorry - my mistake. When you mentioned them one after the other, I inferred a link between them. Bad assumption on my part. Re-reading your post, I see you didn't actually say what I thought you were trying to imply.
No problem - I do it pretty often myself here. It's refreshing to see someone who is able to admit when they've misread something rather than trying to continue to torture a mistaken point!
So... at the end, your response to any contradictions you can't eliminate is to say that you're okay with them, because you assume they'll be resolved somehow?
I continue to seek wisdom - not understanding something fully doesn't mean I just throw my hands in the air and say, "It's a great mystery! Who could know?" That being said, there is so much wisdom and knowledge "out there" that I am willing to pace myself in acquiring it - we have to. We have lives to live daily.
I like this diagram:
Replace the words in this diagram like this:
Small circle - "What I know."
Medium circle - "What humans know."
Large circle - "What God knows." Actually, there isn't even a circle in my opinion that could hold what God knows, but maybe you get my point.
Hope this helps you understand my position a bit better.