Daemon Sophic
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I agree with you. That step had nobody to blame.My car stalls every time I put gas in it. I have no control over that.
I grew up in Alaska, and whether due to that or other things, I tend to consider situations from a more survival basis.
I don’t believe that you were the victim of racism so much as you got deep into a situation where you were clearly the single and vulnerable outsider in a group of young people who don’t understand the frailty of human bodies. Then, without provocation, you took two consecutive aggressive acts toward them for no reason (at least that would be how they would see it). You were attacked for being an aggressive outsider and taking your aggressive actions in their midst.
A middle aged black man in your exact same situation, not a member of their group, taking the actions you did, would likely have gotten the same treatment.