Not at all. First of all, I'm not afraid that my beliefs are pure BS. A few years back I became convinced that they were because I foolishly believed the nonsense that
Acharya S. was at that time promulgating. Before I did any research I bought right into it and began telling the world what I had discovered just as I do now with my beliefs. It didn't last long and I wised up, but it certainly wasn't a frightful experience to me.
The night terrors I had started when I was 18 with leg twitching waking me up in the middle of the night and by the time I had become a believer they hadn't gotten much worse than that. Then I started having hallucinations of animals, people or beings that at first I thought must be extra terrestrial or demonic appearing and quickly disappearing. Mostly it was spiders, or wild animals. Dogs sometimes, things of that nature. I thought they were dreams and they were interesting to me. Eventually I realized that I couldn't have seen spiders crawling on my arm in the complete dark so I began just watching them instead of freaking out and they would disappear before my eyes. I realized then that they were hallucinations in that period of time in between sleep and waking. And they went away gradually. In a way I miss them. It was entertaining, much like watching a horror film or an amusement ride.
Dude, I would answer any questions if I thought you were sincere and respectful. Your last question to me was "which flood myth do you believe in." Now, I'm not willing to dismiss the possibility that you are so ****ing stupid that you didn't realize you framed this question in a way you know wouldn't get an answer, that you either think I'm so stupid I wouldn't catch on or you are so disrespectful of people with my beliefs that you missed that or the more likely possibility that you are an arrogant ****, but I wasn't interested in answering your questions.
Every single time you have propositioned me to discuss or debate the subject of the Bible there is that arrogant, stupid, smug, atheist, slimy, bull**** attitude which I just find . . . well, at time almost as interesting as night terrors, or, depending on my mood . . . not so entertaining.
Either way, why would I answer your questions or even have a discussion or debate with you? I've told you that you wouldn't be much of a challenge. An empty showroom model I compared you, remember?
Your position of science is irrelevant to me. Do you see where I've changed my status to "science denier"? I changed it when I heard and fell in love with the term mentioned here as an insult to someone else. Science isn't really important enough for me to seriously put forth the effort to deny it, it really isn't. I have just never been interested in it. It's just people guessing things. Speculation. Which is fine until it's presented by atheists with an agenda quite removed from science as some Utopian ultimate truth. Or it's people making things. Disposable things normally. **** we don't need to fill landfills and keep dumb consumers. Which is also fine to at least some extent.