Interesting read. Thanks for sharing.
Can I trouble you with a few questions?
1. You determined that the Christian God is the way you concluded, based on one group! Is that not the same as someone joining Jim Jones' movement, and coming away with the conclusion that believing in and following Jesus is evil?
2. Is it possible that wanting to do the things you like takes president over what someone in authority may require of you... so that you would prefer someone - anyone - who accepts the things you like?
Sort of like... I like to grow my hair long. I like to wear skirts that barely cover my buttocks... So if Jack does not like that, then 'Bye Jack. Go suck a lemon."?
3. I have no doubt that Kali is indeed a real demon, but what makes you believe that Kali has anyone's best interest at heart? Why choose 'her' over the real Christian God Jehovah, who for many - have their best interest at heart?
What's difference do you see between the two?
4. "No one from church helped", is a common expression, among many. however, don't we hear things like that in other organizations?
For example, we may hear a person say, "No one in Business X helped, so I switched to Business Y, and the experience was amazing! Not only were they always looking to help, but they went further!"
The person did not write off all businesses of that particular system. So why do you think the experience at one "Christian church", is good cause to write off all?
Can you give an example of at least three out of "a bunch of arbitrary rules" you refered to... if you don't mind?