I get responses because I'm the lone Evangelical perspective in a forum dominated by pagans. If it wasn't for me the entire thread would just be pagans telling each other how smart they are
Still missed my actual quote, here: The Christian God, is not a "provider". He is a cruel, mean, and vindictive War-God, from Israelite Polytheism. Moses made a covenant with his War-God (Yahweh), that his "people" would only serve Him, as long as he freed them from Egypt. And thus the Beginnings of the Abrahamic faiths were started. Now, if this is not the same "god" then please let me know, and I will discount the OT.
And Yes, I was Christian at one point in time, and it did nothing but cause me pain, and anguish, no matter how hard and how often I "prayed" to be normal.
And I would like to add that I went to Sunday school, I read the bible, and studied the scriptures as much and as often as I could, while practicing.