Or am i only to excited about the new teaching?
Imo, this.
Pretty much every honest convert of any religion has such feelings.
They can't all be legit. But they can all have a psychological basis.
I just had a "moment" behind the drumkit. There are a couple of rudiments I've been practicing lately and having a really hard time with them. Barely managing to get them past 80 bpm. Combining them into 16th note patterns on just the snare drum was even worse. So much so that I got frustrated and threw the sticks accross the room and didn't pick them up again for a couple of days.
Yesterday I sat down and felt completely relaxed with a "zen" mind.
Now I'm shedding those very same patterns into 16th note combinations, spread out accross the drumkit while even adding all kinds of bassdrum notes into groove patterns at 130 bpm without breaking a sweat.
But I'm not gonna thank the drum-gods for it. I realise it is just a matter of my brain requiring the time to "process" those patterns and register them as muscle memory.
But it sure feels "magical". 3 days ago, I barely managed to play each distinct pattern on just the snaredrum. Today, I shed them in combo's all over the kit. And I too get "warm fuzzy feelings" from that experience.
It's not exactly the type of thing that you are talking about. But at base, it seems similar to me.