I get it that you don't really believe He exists?
If you believe He exists - do you believe He's the Almighty
Creator?
If you believe He's your Almighty Creator - why do you think you and your demands matter at all, especially considering what you think and expect from Him? It's not like as if you're His only creation, is it?
And, what is this about "benevolence?"
If you think He isn't benevolent because He hasn't responded - if you were in His shoes, and someone insults you and make haughty demands from you (like it's an entitlement, or something for having been created by you), would you respond? Lol. I would. BUT I don't think my response will be anywhere near being "benevolent!"
If I'm the Creator, and my creation has become such a pain on my side - Lol, I'd just erase him! That's my prerogative as the Creator!
That we haven't been struck by lightning as we stand, after so many offensive remarks towards Him, is evidence of His benevolence! That we can be forgiven if we ask for forgiveness, is another evidence.
Anyway.....
I mean, it is funny in a way - and kinda sad, too - a creation making arrogant demands from his Creator! It demonstrates the concept of an almighty GOD isn't fully grasped by some folks.
Let me explain:
In everyday life, how many people treat their boss that way? Can we be rude to our bosses and make demands? What happens when we do?
Furthermore....
If you do think He is your Creator - isn't it
practical enough that you have been created and you now exists? As you've implied too, you can function without Him - so, why do you even pray for help? That you even waste your time making lists of His responses to you.......that's, what I don't get. Please explain.....why do you bother?