Thanks for the clarification. I was actually trying to draw attention to what the phrase "vision of god" or "vision of God" (same thing, really) implies, regardless of your intentions. And particularly for non-theists or atheists, which is who you seem most curious about. A non-theist or atheist would unavoidably interpret that particular phrase to discount their own experience, even if theirs was identical to that of a theist.
I think you're right that I need to put more emphasis on the meaning of vision that implies "hallucination." Because that is exactly how I'm using the word in this context. Because you are non-theists, you obviously believe it is a delusion, but what I'm asking is, have you ever experienced this delusion.
Keeping in mind, it is not what people experience but what they believe (and how they explain what they've experienced) that makes people a non-theist.
It is very difficult to explain the labeling process - that is, how do we know what we're experiencing is what people call "god"? How do these experiences get labeled? One thing is for certain: if you talk to people who experience god in a deistic, pantheistic, monotheistic, polytheistic, or panentheistic way, they "just know." Immediately. Certainly. That is god. It is next to impossible to explain to a non-theist who has never experienced such a thing how you know or how it is labeled. It is not labeled like "oh it looks round, red with a green stem, and delicious. It's an apple." You ever think about this question, how do people know? How do they recognize that what they're experiencing is what others call god?
If you delve into it, people just know. It's weird. People have very divergent experiences, but ultimately, people do not recognize god visually nor most do not through an introduction like I had.
You may disagree with this latest line of reasoning. But it is on that basis that I am able to tell you that, for one, your experience itself does not seem to have been identitical with that of many theists. It wasn't "self-identifying."
Most of what you are describing is not inconsistent with my own experience. I can confirm the universe appeared to be sentient, and I felt hooked into it in a very unusual way. There appeared to be multiple levels (infinite levels) of communication happening simultaneously, and my ordinary spark of awareness was expanded as if into a vast sea of light. I would still describe it as an experience of god-consciousness, the only difference being that the god I connected with was myself as far as I have reason to believe. It was really big me, encompassing everything.
To my mind, and maybe you disagree: that seems to be an expansion of your own consciousness. I have felt things like that before. I have had many types of pantheistic and panentheistic experiences, and they are different from that.
That said, that sounds like a really neat experience. I wish I felt like that more often.
I think you did a pretty good job too, if you are only interested in hearing from people who have had a profound mystical experience they conceptualize as a relationship with an external sentience. If you want to hear from people who had the exact same experience (from a psychological / physiological perspective) but don't externalize the consciousness they experienced, you've ruled them out by bringing an external deity into the question, as it puts an arbitrary boundary between "inside" and "outside" that does not exist for people who have experienced god-consciousness as an infinitely expanded version of their own awareness.
Thanks. And you're right, I have excluded expansions of people's own consciousness out. That may be because in my experience an expansion of consciousness and a vision of a pantheistic or panentheistic god really are quite different. Although, I don't recall putting a boundary on "inside" and "outside" (unless you're referring to capitalizing that "g" on God) - in pan-xx-theistic terms, there is no boundary, you feel as though you are part of god. But not so much that you are large and the universe is part of you. That feels different - both are fun though.
You're talking about the expanding of consciousness thing? So what kind of experiment do you think would be interesting for that?
The experience I'm talking about would be similar to the latter. I have also had lucid dreams similar to the former, and some friendly banter with an imaginary God who unlocked a stuck door for me.
Although I said that dreams of god do not count, that is still a pretty significant dream.
Yes, it does.
From my non-theistic perspective, if a God walked into this room right now and said "Hey, I'm God" and performed all kinds of miracles, I still would not necessarily define it as a vision of God. It could be anything, really. A psychotic episode, a false memory, an alien, a ghost, a concentration of magnetic forces acting on my synapses, even a god. He could walk out of the room and you could walk right in and say "Hey, did you just have a vision of god?" and I would have no choice but to say "I don't know, but it's very unlikely."
Like I said earlier, I need to put more emphasis on the dictionary definition of "vision." And it is pretty unusual for a person to purposefully use a word two ways, or ambiguously. You of course can use the term "vision of god" however you like. But what I am referring to is the perception of god, whether or not this is based in reality. I'll refer you to dictionary.com's definition of vision, which lists it both as seeing something that is real and akin to a hallucination.
In other words, if God walks in and shoots hoops with you, that is a vision of God. You perceived something that resembled God to you - and like I said, for my purposes it is a vision of god whatever the cause. So the way I'm using the word it's a vision of god even if it's "a psychotic episode, a false memory, an alien, a ghost, a concentration of magnetic forces acting on my synapses, even a god." Does that make more sense?
I didn't edit this post very carefully - I may come back and take back some stuff that I said