So what led you to your beliefs, what reason is there.
When I left the search for truth, I remained with the search for facts.
I don't look for answers to supernatural questions. religion is not a philosophy that should provide me with definite answers about metaphysical questions, such as the afterlife, belief in miracles, or theological truth. the real quest is to understand the context. for example lately we have been debating the historical existence of Jesus, but what scholars would tell you is that the real quest is not finding the sandal of Jesus, the flask of John the Baptist, or a lock of hair from one of the camels of Muhammad's caravan. it is about constructing a picture of the world and culture as it was during the period of Jesus or Muhammad, or in other words what the society which produced the narrative of the gospels or the Qur'an looked like, what were their ideas, cultural traits, political circumstances.
I don't think Jesus turned water into wine, I think its possible that such a miracle was written in order to show his superiority over the Greek god of wine. I don't think Jesus was the Son of God, again I think that the writers of the gospels had to compete with the Imperial Cult's claim that Caesar was the Son of God. this is the search for facts.
however, if you really look for the material from which religion is made of, look at the speech of Jesus and his actions, look at the reasoning the prophet Jeremiah uses with his king in times of regional conflict, look at the other real life situations which demand character and show of reason.
to believe that Jesus rose from the dead doesn't mean much to me, to discuss his actions at the Temple in the face of the commercial activity in the compound is more interesting and telling about what a Jewish man's critical opinion of his contemporary society might have been like.
as I said in the beginning, I don't look for truth, I look for facts. or at least for evidence.