The human body is an amazing piece of engineering.....too amazing to be the by-product of undirected random forces.....but you can believe the evolutionists if you wish.
The 'God cocoon' is the safest place to be in these troubled times. You call getting out from under the wings of our Creator "courageous"? I'd actually call it something else.....
There is a rescue mission open to genuine God-believers that unbelievers do not have access to. But its an experiential thing....you wont know its unavailable, until you can't access it.
Think back to Noah and the flood.....They didn't think it could happen to them either....(Matthew 24:37-39)
You say that you "got over that problem"....but perhaps all you did was jump out of the frying pan and into the fire? Maybe you just swapped one falsehood for another.....but hey, its your choice.
There is
religion and there is
worship.....there is a big difference. I
worship the true God whom I know on a personal basis, as he has guided me all my adult life. Apparently you were never introduced.
But isn't Hinduism a "religion"?
What you describe here is what I rejected decades ago. We have no 'snake oil, heaven, hell judgment' because it simply isn't taught in scripture. But "deliverance"...now that's a whole topic all by itself.
"Saved" is a word bandied about in Christendom, but if you ask people what they are being "saved" from, they can't really tell you. Jesus said that when we saw the events like those that are happening in the world right now.....with one monumental hit after another, he said that the world would observe some celestial phenomena that would let them know exactly what was was about to happen.....he said for his disciples to 'raise up our heads because our
deliverance is getting near'. (Luke 21:28) What we expect in the future is not what the majority of people expect. In fact, many who imagine that they are "sheep" will be rejected as "goats". (Matthew 25:31)
Only when deliverance does not come, will "many" know that Christ "never knew" them. (Matthew 7:21-23)
So what enables people to confidently bury God more completely than anything else in this world right now?
Evolution. No wonder Jesus said that "few" are on the road to life. (Matthew 7:13-14)
IMO it takes courage NOT to join the godless mob.....