Honestly i have zero reason to blame anything on God or satan. My suffering is only my own fault from past wrongdoing i must have done.
I dont blame humans God or satan for my suffering
I genuinely think you don't understand what I'm asking.
If someone (any person-not you personally) blamed god because she (not you) is angry at god, it could be that she is having trouble with her belief. It could also be that the only person she can turn to to get her feelings out is to her god. (Answers your OP)
In my opinion this is healthy. If a child came to her parent and yelled at her parent blaming her mother for this or that, this doesn't mean she doesn't love her mother. It just means she has feelings to express and the only person she could trust in the sense of emotions is her mother (in other words, she has stronger feelings with her mother than she would a complete stranger).
Taking out the word "you" for a minute since in this you is people in general not you personally.
If Jane (not you) blamed god and was angry at god, does god (from the Quran/verse rather than what you would do personally) blame Jane for expressing her emotions?
Is she supposed to suppress her emotions and only see god in a good light?
Does god blame Jane (not you) for her emotions and judge her because of the emotions she expressed?
I'll try not to use "you" since I really want to know and I can't get much with two sentence answers.