From eternity past does the universe have enough of its own momentum to become what it is today?, is the universe self sufficient of its own causes?
And before the universe, are those things of the same ilk as the universe, and do those things have self sufficiency?
I can think of no reason to believe that our existence is self sufficient, nor anything like it self sufficient in its causes and effects. Especially since we are the crescendo of the universe's order.
I cant imagine an infinite regression of causes has enough juice and firepower to create us.
Sooner or later a panentheistic existence must exist. That existence must be self sustaining and uncaused. And it must be superior to the stuff we exist in.
This panentheistic existence must be infinite and dwarfs our existence.
It must be theistic because only life can beget life.
But i wonder, that this God or society of Gods has its limits, vulnerabilities, and flaws.
I dont think we are created, but perhaps generated from a life force. The life force must defy materialism, and physicalism. Our God is apart of this life force, and so are we.
Until that is disproven i'll will always wonder about its reality.