~There was no first. There is no last. There is only now, and now is forever. That is where you will find God, exactly where you found your Spirit; right here in the eternal moment.
Number one....there is no `NOW`, only imagined fear of `forever`.
My spirit found me, and it will leave as I disappear, to merge further into the pond of Spirits.
There's no gates around my `heaven`, it is Earth and it's Stuff.