What type of atheist are you?
Which of these 3 alternatives better describes your view?
1) God is like Santa Clause: there are good positive reasons to reject the existence of Santa Clause, Analogous to there are good positive reasons to reject the existence of God
2) God is like Aliens: There are no good and conclusive arguments for or against the existence of Aliens. Let’s simply avoid/hold belief in Aliens until good evidence is presented….. Analogous to there is no strong evidence for nor against God I will hold my belif in good until someone presents evidence…
3) God is like the asteroid that killed the dinosaurs: there are good arguments for the asteroid theory and good arguments against the asteroid theory … you simply belive that the argumetns against are stronger…… Analogous to there are good arguments for and against God, the arguments against are better.
There are a lot of "reasons" I could not believe in God, but I think when it comes down it, I am far more irrational and emotional than any of those reasons really do justice to. I'm not smart enough to tell you god is impossible, even if I wish I could. It would make my life easier knowing it was certain because they you can build things on that. Who doesn't secretly want to go; "ok, there is no hell- let's party and commit lots of sins!"
I think maybe believing in God is a lot like love or having a relationship. If you love someone and they keep promising you the world and they simply don't show up, you stop believing in them and what they say. And they have a lot of explaining to do in order to fix it. So far, no explanation has been forthcoming.
You ask questions, like- where is God? Why didn't he/she show up? Was it something I did? did I do something wrong? and in the end you realise- no, it wasn't me. The simplest explanation is God didn't show up because either he didn't want me to know him, or God didn't exist in the first place, so there was no-one to introduce themselves to me. And that is really the end of that. You are an atheist to all intents and purposes.
For all the things I have heard, God has never shown up. He wasn't there when I needed a friend, or someone to give me the guidance I needed to make a hard decision. He was never party of the family, sitting at the table joining in, having a slice of cake on my birthday or eating turkey at Christmas. God has never made themselves known to me and never pointed out where they intervened in my life. Some might say "there are miracles" and "well, he created you" but it would be so much easier if he said that himself and in person. God is consistently unreliable and absent, so that isn't the kind of person you can trust, put your faith in and devote yourself to and have a relationship with.
The one critical point here, is that if god really as a powerful as is claimed, I shouldn't have to read scripture to get to know this person. I should not be dependent on a millennia old sacred text when god is supposed to be the here and now.
If God wants me to believe in him, believe in his word and have a relationship with him, it would be helpful if we actually spent some time together in person. That seems like a fairly solid foundation for any healthy relationship with a person- or a supernatural entity- to be built on. There is no other relationship where you are asked to devote yourself, trust, believe in and love a person who doesn't show up. It seems very strange that someone is so "special" that you never see a picture of them, hear their voice, meet them in person, receive a phone call, text message, e-mail and letter in the post, and you are asked so much for them. That's kind of an odd way to approach having a relationship with someone or having a relationship with me I think.
As powerful and influential a cultural, religious, and perhaps "historical" figure as God is- he just never shows up and there is no explanation "why". Naturally, you fill the void with an argument and- as primitive as it is- "he doesn't exist" is much, much simpler than something as self-contradictory as "he's all powerful, he's everywhere, and all-loving, but he's busy so please come back later."
Edit; Truth be told I have more evidence for Santa Claus ("
PRESENTS!") or the Tooth Fairy ("
MONEY!") than I have for god. And that is setting the bar really, really low.