ZenMonkey
St. James VII
Sometimes, and likely due to the way the world is at present, I fear offending people. I don't want to cause offense (typically) but then when I myself feel as if I'm being attacked, I get in my defense mode. It's a mechanism I don't yet have the control I'd like over. Anyway, I'm one who prefers honesty over deceit or rather I prefer to approach life in an honest a manner I can, yet still have fun with the ... make ya think twice aspect of it all.
Anyway, I find certain types of woman to be tremendously attractive, others very attractive, others still attractive, and others still, not so attractive but some get dayum outta me by epic personalities. I put it like this for this reason: I don't want to offend, and I need be honest and true to me and to others, if only for sake of not sending mixed signals. With the trend in sex changes and whatnot, and I'll admit I've seen some very attractive he/she's who conjured a whoah! outta me until I could see the he in the she more clearly. I'm attracted to the female form, the curves, the scent, well nearly everything really when the female form is appealing to me. But ... for fear of offending anyone, I try not to look too hard or too long or too much at even those I find tremendously attractive. And with the deciet in the gender arena, I almost find myself turned off by the thought of viewing a he/she with any amount of attraction at all, being I'm a man who finds woman to be incredibly beautiful and attractive and appealing and having such a desire, and believe me ... it's an incredibly strong one, the idea alone that some would even dare to try to dupe anyone in that manner sickens me. That's honest and true and real.
I'm honest myself and I expect honest from others also, so ... maybe it best to stay on the porch .. so to speak, instead of showing my honor and adoration for the opposite sex for the simple fear of those of the same attempting to dupe me into being attracted to them. I'm not a homophobe, but I will admit to being more than just a little turned off by the very thought of ever desiring a guy. I can typically tell the difference, but then sometimes that too can be difficult, case in point the whoah conjured out of me until I could recognize more clearly the deceit, which turned the whoah into a hell mutha bleeping no mutha bleeping hell no way ... ya know? I wasn't with, but what I see online and also in town at times, it has me on alert and so if I wasn't already cautious enough, as if waiting 20 years for real honest to goodnes attraction and true, I now must deal with the wannabe's to. Ugghhh!!
Anyway, I find certain types of woman to be tremendously attractive, others very attractive, others still attractive, and others still, not so attractive but some get dayum outta me by epic personalities. I put it like this for this reason: I don't want to offend, and I need be honest and true to me and to others, if only for sake of not sending mixed signals. With the trend in sex changes and whatnot, and I'll admit I've seen some very attractive he/she's who conjured a whoah! outta me until I could see the he in the she more clearly. I'm attracted to the female form, the curves, the scent, well nearly everything really when the female form is appealing to me. But ... for fear of offending anyone, I try not to look too hard or too long or too much at even those I find tremendously attractive. And with the deciet in the gender arena, I almost find myself turned off by the thought of viewing a he/she with any amount of attraction at all, being I'm a man who finds woman to be incredibly beautiful and attractive and appealing and having such a desire, and believe me ... it's an incredibly strong one, the idea alone that some would even dare to try to dupe anyone in that manner sickens me. That's honest and true and real.
I'm honest myself and I expect honest from others also, so ... maybe it best to stay on the porch .. so to speak, instead of showing my honor and adoration for the opposite sex for the simple fear of those of the same attempting to dupe me into being attracted to them. I'm not a homophobe, but I will admit to being more than just a little turned off by the very thought of ever desiring a guy. I can typically tell the difference, but then sometimes that too can be difficult, case in point the whoah conjured out of me until I could recognize more clearly the deceit, which turned the whoah into a hell mutha bleeping no mutha bleeping hell no way ... ya know? I wasn't with, but what I see online and also in town at times, it has me on alert and so if I wasn't already cautious enough, as if waiting 20 years for real honest to goodnes attraction and true, I now must deal with the wannabe's to. Ugghhh!!