Orias
Left Hand Path
I do exercise self-examination, but often find my control slipping out of My fingers. Although, I am being medicated. My doctors agree that this isn't really something I can combat on My own. Although I will state that I am seeing an end in sight. I won't drop My meds, because that would be irresponsible, but I am seeing what I need to do more clearly. A lot of my anger has come from not having a sense of Purpose, mostly because the military bans people like Me from Serving. However, if I really want it, I won't let that stand in My way.
Excuses are easy to conjure.
You don't have a sense of purpose? Then make one, do martial arts. Go skateboarding, bake a cake. Hell, saying you don't have a sense of purpose is folly, your giving purpose to your lack of sensing. Your medicated, self medicated?
Take the next step in your life, the harder you make it on yourself the harsher things appear to be.