Why do I keep going to xian churches then do nothing?

[Mindmaster]

I have Christian and Mormon friends and I go to the churches with them and I'm sitting ther like "uggghhh get meeeeee ouutt" most people don't know that I'm a Satanist bc I've tried to explain it to people but they get scared. Oh well. I don't care what everyone thinks because it's my life.

Meh, I have similar situations and mostly experience the oddness when attending weddings and funerals where everyone just expects that you are on their team and will be praying along with them. I am so misotheisically against the energy of the room I usually get nausea or experience the whole thing pretty negatively.

months ? you mean years.

Haha, well I didn't make the pic... It'll have to do.