Inspired by this thread:
The religion you believe in - Why did you choose to believe that religion?
I'm not talking about religions where a passing familiarity was enough for you decide they weren't for you. I'm talking about religions that you were once immersed in: the ones you seriously considered a participated in, or where you were a full member.
If you are no longer a part of a religion you were once in - or were at least on a path toward - why did you reject the religion?
I used to be a Muslim and was fairly devout. I would do the five daily prayers and would often find ways to do some of the sunnah extra prayers as well. The biggest reason I ended up rejecting Islam was the way it was taught to me. I was told that Muhammad was the last messenger and that he was the seal of the prophets. I was taught that the Quran was the perfect word of God. I was taught that Islam was the perfect way of life.
The issue with that kind of teaching is that all it takes is one flaw and the whole thing comes apart. If the Quran is the perfect word of God then even the single tiniest mistake is enough to discount the entire story. If Muhammad is the perfect man then all it takes is one bad activity to put the whole thing into question. There was all of that plus the fact that as I came to terms with my own sexuality it became obvious to me that if I made my true feelings known I would of been rejected by large amounts of people who called themselves my brothers and sisters.
The only thing that kept me going during my last year of being a Muslim was my only real friend being a Muslim as well. We would practice together but when he left I just sort of stopped. I found that the prayers felt hollow, Muhammad struck me more and more as a rather imperfect man. The Quran didn't feel like it stood up to scrutiny. So It just stopped making sense to practice at all.
Funnily enough I probably read more Islamic literature now than I did back in the day. I just have access to more sources and have been able to find some incredible Sufi texts. It's interesting how much my views have changed. I will admit Muhammad is still a figure I have mixed feelings about. The biographies we have of Muhammad make me skeptical to say the least but I can look past all of that to the sources within Islam that I find inspirational.
I hold nothing against folks who are Muslim. The thing Is I have to be honest with myself and what I think.