Again you are making an ego based assertion with no evidence in my opinion.
I guess you can't help yourself, its what your faith appears to be based on
As long as I am accepted at the threshold of God, that’s all that matters.
Man must seek to gain the acceptance of God and not that of the different classes of men. If one is praised and chosen by God, the accusation of all the creatures will cause no loss to him; and if the man is not accepted in the threshold of God, the praise and admiration of all men will be of no use to him.
‘Abdu’l-Bahá, Tablets of ‘Abdu’l-Bahá v1, p. 158