thats right, because existence is special. There is a HUGE gap between living and non-living matter. Why would you want to go back to non-existence?
Our bodies cells are always changing.... but our consciousness is our own and once its gone, it does not exist on in the same way our physical cells/atoms might. All your memories and knowledge...how can you be happy to loose all that?
Cells changing.......... yep. true.
Let me get this right, you yourself are complying with laws, standards, requirements etc etc for a
payback.
You expect a
payback in the form of everlasting life (or consciousness?) by living as you do.
You expect to exist everlastingly, but no other animal, and most other humans will not receive this
payback. True?
Before I ask you what this everlasting world would be like, what you would do, what you would eat, what interests you would follow ( I hope you're not into veterinary surgery, for instance), before I ask you whether your body would work in the same way as it does now, ....... before all that, here is the question:-
Do you really think that living on and on for
everlasting time is heaven?