My atheistic stance was my starting point in my formative years, having come from a long line of proud atheists. Since my early 20's I've had somewhat remarkable spiritual adventures that have now spanned several decades and have turned my notions of reality upside down. I know that many will tell you it is impossible - but it's not like they actually know what they are talking about - but I have met my own vision of god on more than one occasion. For a very long time, I saw god everywhere I looked - in every thing - yes, even in the stoned dull eyes of the drug addicted.
Then, I began to see past my projections and if you can understand it, reality became even more magical - even more miraculous. What theists have a hard time wrapping their heads around is that reality is even more wondrous without a god figure directing affairs. What I am saying is that I began to understand that the world neatly matched my expectations or my ideas of how things SHOULD be. Then I began looking a bit deeper and I found that reality is far richer and eventually tossed aside my primitive notions of god(s). I've never looked back... nor shall I - ever...