I told you that my sexual problems were from unholy influence... I was right!

[MissAlice]

Why do people keep necroing my old topics?

Anyways, on topic, I still masturbate, but The Evil is having a harder time using sexuality as a weapon against me.

And what is this weapon The Evil is using? :sarcastic

 

[captainjeph]

Ok I have to ask what are you looking at when you get these urges?

 

[T-Dawg]

I was in bed, I wasn't looking at anything, except for maybe a blank ceiling or a pillow, neither of which are inherently turn-ons.

 

[Mystikal_Mysty]

Masturbation is a religious matter?

My thoughts exactly.

 

[Herr Heinrich]

My thoughts exactly.

Yeah didn't you know? God kills a kitten every time you masturbate.:yes:
True facts.

 

[Mystikal_Mysty]

Last night I felt like God wanted me to not masturbate. Made sense, since I was sick and the action involved probably would have made things worse.
So a demon or spirit or something in my head decided to take the form of a girl (in my mind, not physically ) I had a crush on in high school (for that girl was indeed the physical avatar of The Evil) and kept trying to tempt me. And boy was that one heck of a fight .
So eventually I told that woman (mentally) to go away and never come back, much like Sméagol did to Gollum in one part of the Lord of The Rings (you have watched/read it, yah?). And the second I drove that demon out of my head, the urge to masturbate took a nose dive. I also kindly told all my other fantasies to leave me alone for the night.
Although I'm still sick and I wasn't able to sleep much that night, I'm free of my masturbation urges.

So yah, it was unholy influence that created the urge to masturbate . I think I can still turn myself back on if I want to, but I haven't tried yet (I don't really care, I can live without a sex drive ).

Masturbation is a normal human urge. I don't think there was a demon or spirit in your head,more like down below