I'm fine.
The only thing is, I want to have more community, and I found ways in which I could actually get it, but I'm too squeamish to actually do anything about it. I seem to flock to things I'm familiar with, talking to the same people every day and week, rather than seeking out new experiences. Listening to the same Spotify songs or watching the same YouTube videos. I wish I could get out of those habits, but change happens slowly and if I try to force it, something bad might occur. I would say at least 80% of my days is doing exactly what I have been doing for the past few years, with slight variations on it here or there.