Dear RF,
I know that lately I've made some (perhaps) quite far-out posts here that you may have seen
So much so that @exchemist has decided to ignore me
And maybe some others too
For a while now I have been thinking of myself as being a "crackpot" and have even used the term to describe myself
When I believed I was “The Messiah” (back in 2018) and when I believed in Simulation Theory and that I was an "Agent of The Simulation" I think I probably was a crackpot…
Currently, I believe in Extra-Terrestrials, an Illuminati/secret-state, and the impending return of Jesus Christ - and that all three are somehow related
(Click here to go to a thread where I explain all this)
Those topics are what are currently occupying my mind
But I don't think any of those are actually crackpot ideas, in themselves
Although granted, perhaps combining them into one big thing may be a little eccentric, but isn't that just an example of having original thoughts about something?
Indeed I think those three ideas are pretty mainstream. Especially believing in the return of Jesus Christ
Safety in numbers, etc.
However: there is an unseen intelligence who communicates with me and who has been doing so since 2004
And the thing is, I have allowed this being to influence my world view
A world view in which I have an extraordinary role to play in human affairs
So, that’s perhaps a little unusual
But I wouldn’t go as far as to say “crackpot” as I don't think it makes me any less sane!
All I've done is draw conclusions based on my experience of the world and my understanding of it
Indeed, I would go to far as to say that I am of sound mind - although my condition (being in touch with an unseen being) has earnt me a horrible sounding diagnosis of being mentally ill...
I think one can be mentally ill and also be of sound mind
I think it’s natural (indeed healthy) to let any being you come into contact with to influence your world view, whether others can independently verify its existence or not...
Answer me this: If it’s OK for normal people (and even people who you only know on Internet forums such as RF) to influence you why should it not be OK for an unseen being to also influence you? What makes people a better influence than an unseen being? Why is allowing a poster on RF (who you only know on RF) to shape my beliefs any less sane than allowing an unseen being shape my beliefs?
Indeed, I think there are many people who are considered mentally “normal” yet way more crackpot than I am
And yes, I believe I have an extraordinary role to play in world history, on account of the being who is in touch with me. But I think that is a rational thing to think, given the fairly unusual circumstances I’ve gotten myself into. I explain all of what I think about myself in this thread:
A Free Book! - "Past, Present, Future"
From my perspective, everything I believe has a rational basis
I used to embrace the term “crackpot”
Now I reject it. I am never again going to use it to describe myself
My name is Eddi and I am not a crackpot!
And I no longer want to be like David Icke
And if you regard me as one I don't care, because I am sure I'm right about myself
And that someday I will be vindicated, even if that happens long after I die...
((my blog))
I know that lately I've made some (perhaps) quite far-out posts here that you may have seen
So much so that @exchemist has decided to ignore me
And maybe some others too
For a while now I have been thinking of myself as being a "crackpot" and have even used the term to describe myself
When I believed I was “The Messiah” (back in 2018) and when I believed in Simulation Theory and that I was an "Agent of The Simulation" I think I probably was a crackpot…
Currently, I believe in Extra-Terrestrials, an Illuminati/secret-state, and the impending return of Jesus Christ - and that all three are somehow related
(Click here to go to a thread where I explain all this)
Those topics are what are currently occupying my mind
But I don't think any of those are actually crackpot ideas, in themselves
Although granted, perhaps combining them into one big thing may be a little eccentric, but isn't that just an example of having original thoughts about something?
Indeed I think those three ideas are pretty mainstream. Especially believing in the return of Jesus Christ
Safety in numbers, etc.
However: there is an unseen intelligence who communicates with me and who has been doing so since 2004
And the thing is, I have allowed this being to influence my world view
A world view in which I have an extraordinary role to play in human affairs
So, that’s perhaps a little unusual
But I wouldn’t go as far as to say “crackpot” as I don't think it makes me any less sane!
All I've done is draw conclusions based on my experience of the world and my understanding of it
Indeed, I would go to far as to say that I am of sound mind - although my condition (being in touch with an unseen being) has earnt me a horrible sounding diagnosis of being mentally ill...
I think one can be mentally ill and also be of sound mind
I think it’s natural (indeed healthy) to let any being you come into contact with to influence your world view, whether others can independently verify its existence or not...
Answer me this: If it’s OK for normal people (and even people who you only know on Internet forums such as RF) to influence you why should it not be OK for an unseen being to also influence you? What makes people a better influence than an unseen being? Why is allowing a poster on RF (who you only know on RF) to shape my beliefs any less sane than allowing an unseen being shape my beliefs?
Indeed, I think there are many people who are considered mentally “normal” yet way more crackpot than I am
And yes, I believe I have an extraordinary role to play in world history, on account of the being who is in touch with me. But I think that is a rational thing to think, given the fairly unusual circumstances I’ve gotten myself into. I explain all of what I think about myself in this thread:
A Free Book! - "Past, Present, Future"
From my perspective, everything I believe has a rational basis
I used to embrace the term “crackpot”
Now I reject it. I am never again going to use it to describe myself
My name is Eddi and I am not a crackpot!
And I no longer want to be like David Icke
And if you regard me as one I don't care, because I am sure I'm right about myself
And that someday I will be vindicated, even if that happens long after I die...
((my blog))