I feel you my dear, many times I felt this way but I find my consolation in being with and talking to my Muslim brothers and sisters here and our lovely friends like kai and Stephen...and others...
I take this approach in dealing with Islam haters,
IGNORE them...unless my replies to what they say, add new info, convey an idea that might help others who want to learn...
There are people who are not willing to listen, and imo, we shouldn't waste our time with them at all.
In the current time, there are certain few posters who act hatefully but I notice lava that you keep arguing with them, and they don't deserve the time and the effort you exert with them.
Whenever we feel bad, we can come here and talk about it with our brothers and sisters and this will relieve much of our disappointment.
Don't leave lava, and if you did then tell me where can we find a sweet person like you?