Long story short, I have been a practicing pagan for about 12 years now, but am slowly starting to realize that maybe I am an atheist.. I just dont beleive in a "Divine Force" of any sort..
It was my love of the earth that led me to paganism.. i just felt an affinity for nature, for the cycle of seasons, for the practical things like meditation etc... I still feel those things, but after studying about evolution and things like that, I have lost the sense that there must be "Someone" who made it. I feel that the the universe, (and I mean that literally).. is as close to god as we are going to get, if by god you mean the "creator"
So.. I realize I can have whatever label i do or dont want, but how to reconcile the two?
It was my love of the earth that led me to paganism.. i just felt an affinity for nature, for the cycle of seasons, for the practical things like meditation etc... I still feel those things, but after studying about evolution and things like that, I have lost the sense that there must be "Someone" who made it. I feel that the the universe, (and I mean that literally).. is as close to god as we are going to get, if by god you mean the "creator"
So.. I realize I can have whatever label i do or dont want, but how to reconcile the two?