Good Morning Zanda,
I'm not going to cry, yet after reading what you just did to the Tanakh, I feel like it; it took me 15 years to understand some of this for God, and you threw it away within 5 mins, as you didn't do the basics:
Before I get into replying to the rest of your post, may I respond to this statement?
I didn't throw anything away. At this point, you and I are working together. I think that there is a lot of room for improvement, but your research stands. You and I are building on it. Disproving/ Debunking false information is very important. I know that you agree.
Besides.... it's not just 15 years. You should be considering these 15 years compared to the length and breadth of your entire existence starting at your inception in the mind of God... The past fifteen years is just a small blip in the vector of your existence.
Further, you needed to know about the way the word H3444 is presented in each of the verses. It didn't take too long for you to explain the inconsistency, right? You should be focusing on the fact that right now you are getting the information you need in order to make your claims more credible. At this point, all you need to do is adjust the way you express your ideas so that they offset the weaknesses that are
always going to come up if the person goes to check actual Hebrew in the verse. I'm not throwing anything away, I am helping you to identify the weak points in your method. And then after that, I hope to provide you some insight into how adjust the way the ideas are presented so that Jewish people don't automatically reject your claims.
It's the delivery, Bro. At this point I am not criticizing the ideas at all. ( At least I'm not trying to ) It's they way the ideas are expressed. That is how
I can help
you.
It is no surprise to me why a Torah Observant Jew would immediately reject what you're saying. The fact that you are creating this thread, and that in 15 years no Jewish person has alerted you to the way these words are printed in ink and pronounced should be evidence enough: People aren't listening, and they cannot see the beauty in your words. Why? It's not a curse. Your claims are rejected and the evidence is not "seen" because:
The approach I see you taking is coming from the perspective of "other gods / other nations":
I think it's a huge accomplishment that the most recent set of 12 verses you sent did not include a single quote from the NT. That's huge. Because as long as the NT is required in the proof... a Torah Observant Jew will reject it.
This is something I think I can help you with. I don't think you realize how much of the NT is woven into the evidence you provide. I'm hoping that thru this conversation I can help you identify when this occurs, so that in future proofs, you will be able to either avoid the connection to the NT, or change the way you present the data to make this connection more palatable to a Torah Observant Jew.
I'm offering to help, because, I like you Wiz. I have absolutely zero stake in this venture. I don't believe a word of any of what you're saying about Yeshua. I probably never will. But that doesn't mean I can't empathize with your position, see it from your point of view, and be friendly towards the points you would to present... I just see that you're struggling and I think I can help, at least when it comes to error checking your proofs and providing insight into how Jewish people may react to your words.
This is why, I respectfully object to the notion that my reaction to your evidence is somehow de-valuing it ( aka Throwing It Away )
This is not about throwing anything away. I mean... this is progress. You needed to know... the name of Yeshua is **NOT** woven throughout the entire Tanach. I think I have read something similar like that coming from you in other threads? Maybe this thread? in order to be taken seriously the statement would need to be adjusted to something like: "Yeshua's
influence is woven throughout the entire Tanach." And then the evidence would need to be from The Torah exclusively to be respected. Doing so exposes a weakness in your argument, I am suggesting you make adjustments to offset those weaknesses. And that starts with finding those weak points. That's what I'm doing, and that;s how we got to this point of addressing the conjugation problem in your proof.
Do you see the difference? My suggestions will make your theories much more credible, IMHO. Do you agree?
The other issue, is... Esword, I think it is a crutch. I think it's holding you back. And I think it's contributing to the numerous faults in the conclusions in the "maths" you have provided. Even if you continue to use Esword as the beginning of your research, what ever you find needs to be error checked using actual knowledge of the Hebrew language. Then those errors can be offset **before** the material is presented as a discovery. If you present your ideas early... without error checking them.... well.... you know what happens if you try to defeat a big boss before leveling-up? If you want to share your ideas with "Rabbinic Jews", that's one of the biggest boss-puzzles in all of existence. I think you need to level-up by learning the Hebrew language and exploring other lexicon search SW in addition to Esword.
FWIW, I installed Esword, I looked around and tested the search features... I didn't like it. I found the hebrew search functions to be non-functional. Also... it's so Jesus-y. Wow. It;s not something that I would want on my laptop in an academic setting. It screams "I AM BIASED". However I do agree that the search function on the Hebrew lexicon app that I use is lacking wildcards and that's a problem. But I've always been able to accomplish the same searches you are doing here and in other threads using the Tanach App on my phone.
So Esword is not unique or special in the information it provides. Esword is not magic. It's not blessed or consecrated. It's not holy, it's SW. There are plenty of others out there, pick one that lets you search whole words in hebrew properly so that you can check your work, at least.. Or, if you are researching something, send me a PM. I'll look it up for you and help to verify that Esword is giving you accurate results. It's an open ended offer...
I think you mentioned that you're more familiar with greek and latin than Hebrew? And eventually you'll learn the hebrew alphabet??? Bro??? You simply must learn Hebrew if you want to work with the Tanach in this manner. Otherwise... errors... lots of errors....
If you have spent 15 years researching this without Hebrew, and I ( theoretically ) threw it away in 5 minutes, then that should be evidence enough. It would have been better to spend 5 years learning Hebrew and then 10 years researching your identity. Compare that to this situation where 15 years feels wasted.
But it's not wasted. Those 15 years are what brought you to this moment right now where you are ( hopefully ) going to be inspired to step back, regroup, adjust your methods, and re-calibrate your priorities.
In light of all of this, I hope you feel safe and welcome to present your discoveries here in this thread or elsewhere. I am not throwing anything away. OK?