Spirit of Light
Be who ever you want
Sufism (a part of Islam) is the right path for me, again I can not speak for what is right for others.No, I get this, and it is very commendable.
What I don't get is why you think Islam is the best route to achieve these goals, when you admit yourself that you disagree with Islam of important issues.
As a Sufi and in Sufism there are fewer people who read it literally but as a guide to how to live according to how Allah wants us to serve him. And that is what a Sufi try to do, to serve Allah the person in itself is nothing. everything is for Allah.
My life is in Allah`s hands, he does was he want with my life.