I am an athiest because I had what others would describe as a "religious experience" which brought to a point some nagging problems I had in my head for several years. Freshman year of college, I was sitting in Early Western Civilizations class, and the Prof. was discussing one dynasty or another of the Egyptians, during the time of the building of the pyramids. She then explained why the pyramids were built (to transport Pharoah's soul to heaven, apparently) and it just hit me like a ton of bricks. . . "There was not one single Christian on the planet Earth when those pyramids were built." After that, I started having one thing after another just wash over me. Things that had bothered me since I was a child. Dinosaurs. Noah's Flood happening about the time those aforementioned Pyramids were being built. No Egyptian records of an Exodus event. . . . and so forth and so on. To be honest it was an overwhelming experience.
I guess I had an athiestic epiphany. Of course I was very unhappy that I felt like I had been lied to by preachers and my parents and family my whole life, so I started studying more and more about history, and religion, and it is difficult to study the first without learning a great deal about the second. I studied to try to make what I heard in Sunday School class match what I was being told in History, and Science classes, and the more I studied to make it all match up, the more and more convinced I became that they would never mesh, and that it would never mesh because what I had heard on Sunday's just wasn't the way things really are. They are, at best, the way people wished things to be.
I don't claim to be the most learned of men, and certainly I am not so learned as many of the posters we have on this board, but I must admit, even tho I did not find the answers I hoped to find, I did in fact find a topic that becomes more fascinating the more I find out about it, and that is a rare find, in my experience, anyway. I say this because I would imagine there are some reading this who find themselves thinking, why is an athiest so interested in religion? So this last paragraph was an attempt to answer the unasked, but expected, question. Carry on.
B.