I am a 14 Year old Hindu and I live in overseas. Unfortunately, I started watching pornography. It started by watching Google Images of erotic images, then I started trying to find Female celebrities nude. After that, I've heard about pornography and started looking up for it in the internet and ever since I started watching it, I could not stop watching it. I am a firm believer in God so I tried many times to stop so that I would not damage my relationship with him but I end up going back there. Any wise person here, please advise me if there is anything wrong in watching pornography(hardcore/soft core) and if it is common in my age and please tell me if it is attached with bad Karma. Thank you in advance.
I did not read any of the replies before I entered mine; I just wanted to give you my take.
I can not answer any question you may have regarding "sin" or "god", etc as I am atheist and do not believe in such concepts.
So let me start here: You are drawn to pornography because:
- You are human.
- You are male.
- You are 14 years old with so many hormones in your system, its difficult to control.
- You are normal.
Let's talk about something called "obsessive/compulsive behavior" or "addictive behavior". This comes into pay when one's compulsions interrupt or complicate their daily lives. If you are choosing pornography over other healthy aspects of your life; or find yourself unable to control your compulsions, then this is a significant (maybe even serious) mental health issue for me. This comes into play when we certain people, for example, place themselves at great risk to satisfy their urges (whatever they may be); or acting on their urges is destructive to their well-being (but they do it anyway) ... such as a married person engaging in porn even though he knows it can cost him to lose his wife, career, etc; or a compulsive individual who can't resist the urge to go masturbate at inappropriate times and places (such as the bathrooms at school or while driving his vehicle). This, in my opinion, is more a question of mental health than it is morality. If you are experiencing these kinds of behaviors, then not all hope is lost; I don't know where you are from, but most cultures have someone you can talk to and help you; and even if you are, I am not sure where the line between "problem" and "normal teenager behavior"; as I have little to no experience with young people. But if you are concerned that your porn viewing may be obsessive/compulsive or addictive, then find someone who knows about such matters whom you trust to talk to. My bet is that you are just a normal guy doing things that are normal for young human males to do.
Now let's talk about legality. If the images you are viewing are unlawful where you come from, then you are placing yourself, and possibly those with whom you share these internet devices, at risk of negative consequences. Depending on wher you are from, this can be very serious stuff.
As far as pornography in and of itself, from an objective and non-religious point of view, the morality of it is not so cut and dry. But I refrain from pornography on ethical grounds: It is difficult, if not impossible, for me to be certain that the participants in what I watch have truly given informed consent to what's going on or that their participation is truly willful. As a result, I am not certain whether or not I am watching a rape and victimization of a human being happening right in front of me.
So to recap: IF
(1) You are able to say "no" or choose when and how much to engage in porn viewing;
(2) Your porn viewing is legal where you live; and
(3) You are reasonably sure that the participants are of legal age and are consentual to what's unfolding in front of you;
THEN, in spite of my own personal choice to avoid pornography, I don't see a problem.
The sexual nature of human beings is a powerful drive and one which all humans have to contend with throughout our lives. Welcome to adulthood.