You assume I am seeking validation. I am not seeking validation. I could care less what people believe. I am not trying to prove my beliefs or prove theirs. One thing you have to accept about occultists of any type: we know what happens when the bulk of humanity gets riled up against us. They start strapping innocnet folks to stakes and setting them on fire. It is quite one thing for popular religions to have an enemy in me, it is quite another for them to have it thrown in their faces. We don't trust them , and the debate ends there.
Why tape it? to give someone else a warm fuzzy? To spark off debates over the authenticity of the event until it is forgotten? to lable myslef a crackpot in society? nah, i'll pass, man. :mrgreen:
folks are going to have to seek theri own validation, just as I have sought mine.