PoetPhilosopher
Veteran Member
I reached my breaking point awhile back and I reached out to the side of light and was brought into the light for comfort and strengthening. It felt good.
Now that I'm back on my feet, I realize I have to thank the light, but not necessarily be one with the light.
So for that reason, I think I may actually become on a higher plane by being neutral and not letting my supernatural experiences make me one with the light unless it's all my own choosing.
So my message to God? Thank you for your Son and strengthening via your Son, but I have my own path to take as well. I want to acknowledge you exist, but become four dimensional, communicating not just with you, but with all that you've created including the angels, etc. Some day.
I don't regret giving Christianity another chance. But to call myself Christian would end my pursuit of my higher self too soon. I don't think modern day Christianity by itself has all the answers for me. It has some.
God, I really think you're different than modern day Christianity portrays you. You're more cool and calm and sympathetic and prone to error. Even if you contain power beyond any human. I'm going to worship you while listening to Avril Lavigne and see what you think.
And I have also thought my thoughts through on who has a good afterlife. Since we don't truly know God fully, and it's up to God, I see being picked to be most blessed in heaven, to be all God's decision. Kind of like how an upper boss picks who they want to be Manager, which doesn't necessarily mean all the other employees who didn't get picked are bad, just some are fit for the job in the eyes of the upper boss who is in control.
Now that I'm back on my feet, I realize I have to thank the light, but not necessarily be one with the light.
So for that reason, I think I may actually become on a higher plane by being neutral and not letting my supernatural experiences make me one with the light unless it's all my own choosing.
So my message to God? Thank you for your Son and strengthening via your Son, but I have my own path to take as well. I want to acknowledge you exist, but become four dimensional, communicating not just with you, but with all that you've created including the angels, etc. Some day.
I don't regret giving Christianity another chance. But to call myself Christian would end my pursuit of my higher self too soon. I don't think modern day Christianity by itself has all the answers for me. It has some.
God, I really think you're different than modern day Christianity portrays you. You're more cool and calm and sympathetic and prone to error. Even if you contain power beyond any human. I'm going to worship you while listening to Avril Lavigne and see what you think.
And I have also thought my thoughts through on who has a good afterlife. Since we don't truly know God fully, and it's up to God, I see being picked to be most blessed in heaven, to be all God's decision. Kind of like how an upper boss picks who they want to be Manager, which doesn't necessarily mean all the other employees who didn't get picked are bad, just some are fit for the job in the eyes of the upper boss who is in control.