robtex said:
I was wondering, how many of you have relationships inside of your head? What I mean is you see someone you like, but don't ever approach them, do to perhaps circumstance or shyness but in your head "pretend" or imagine being together? If you do this how often and elaborate is it? If you did approach them did it work out like the dream in your head? :flower:
In high school...my "pretend" relationship was with Brady Anderson, a man fifteen years my senior, who I had never met and never will meet personally.
How elaborate was it? We were married with two kids.:biglaugh:
Actually, I'm serious. I had it all mapped out in my fifteen year old head. Cars...apartment...the works...
My childhood best friend and I used to talk about our make believe lives as wives to hot baseball players. As lame as it sounds (and/or crazy)...it was an enjoyable past time...sit around and talk about life scenarios that will never happen.
For two misfit teenagers, there was almost a security and safety feature to those daydreams and fantasies.
In a wierd way...the creative world inside my head motivated me and kept me sane when my self esteem wasn't as it probably should have been. Helped me to see beyond the mundane of my boring teenage existence and to cling at least partially to the "Well...you never know...it COULD happen. Nothing is impossible" philosophy.
I can honestly say, that I've never been one to really fantasize or play out relationships in my mind with people that I actually know. I guess that makes me super strange.
I've always been pretty straight forward when it comes to sharing my feelings with people in "real life". Sometimes this was a good thing...sometimes this wasn't such a good thing.
My husband and I wouldn't be together if I hadn't acted upon my hunch that he was someone special.
Admittedly, I still daydream...