LilyPhoenix
Member
Some of you must be wondering why i change my faith so often
I have OCD i was given the diagnoses 6 months ago ( I think it was 6 months ago )
My faith has gone from Christianity to Wicca to Islam to Buddhist to Hinduism
And back to Christianity
I also have blasphemous thoughts as well some times am ok other times am feeling really bad for going from one faith to another
Am trying to stay focused on Jesus and hopefully my OCD will get better av been waiting 6 months for therapy my psych is chasing them up to see when i will get it
am on medication and have had it up'ed but i had to reduce it because i kept getting tics ( jumping movements ) so i cant take a lot of it
Also with my OCD i clean my hands a lot and i have thoughts that am going to hit people if they are too near or if they touch me
i cant even go to the hairdressers with out panicking
My husband has to go everywhere with me as my thoughts obsess about hurting people or hitting them
I also hear voices as well telling me what to do and what not to do
They are with me all the time and i cant get them to stop even with medication am on 2 anti psychotics and an anti depressants and a anti anxiety
Am unsure if the things with the faiths are part of the OCD or not
Am trying
also am obssed with praying as well i pray over and over
for people i know and people i dont know
I also panic about the end of the world i dont want people to die i dont want to die
Please pray for me
I have OCD i was given the diagnoses 6 months ago ( I think it was 6 months ago )
My faith has gone from Christianity to Wicca to Islam to Buddhist to Hinduism
And back to Christianity
I also have blasphemous thoughts as well some times am ok other times am feeling really bad for going from one faith to another
Am trying to stay focused on Jesus and hopefully my OCD will get better av been waiting 6 months for therapy my psych is chasing them up to see when i will get it
am on medication and have had it up'ed but i had to reduce it because i kept getting tics ( jumping movements ) so i cant take a lot of it
Also with my OCD i clean my hands a lot and i have thoughts that am going to hit people if they are too near or if they touch me
i cant even go to the hairdressers with out panicking
My husband has to go everywhere with me as my thoughts obsess about hurting people or hitting them
I also hear voices as well telling me what to do and what not to do
They are with me all the time and i cant get them to stop even with medication am on 2 anti psychotics and an anti depressants and a anti anxiety
Am unsure if the things with the faiths are part of the OCD or not
Am trying
also am obssed with praying as well i pray over and over
for people i know and people i dont know
I also panic about the end of the world i dont want people to die i dont want to die
Please pray for me