I was raised atheist. What I do know I get from places like this forum. I went to two Christian services (other than family weddings) in my youth, exploring. One was a Christmas eve where the townsfolk held candles in a show of dedication to their lord. Trouble is we knew the drunks, the adulterers, and the people who didn't pay their bills. It was some silly show of hypocrisy. The other was to escort an old Aunt who complained all the way home about the pastor's talk, and the way he dressed. I though religion was supposed to uplift people, but instead it seemed to encourage anger and depression. That was it. I've never read the Bible, not even started, nor tried. But yes, the people whom I've met who claim to b e Christian are indeed a varied lot, and you're right that it certainly has never clicked with me. My Guru's answer to my wife one day says it all. She asked 'How come some people do this while I do this ....?" His answer was simple yet so wise. "______, that's cause you're a Hindu." So the reason it hasn't clicked and never will click is that I'm a Hindu. Born in the west for some karma or dharma unknown consciously, this soul has been in that paradigm for a very long time, many lifetimes. Others haven't.