If you never repented and believed in Christ's sacrifice to the point of being born again, Jesus or God have no obligations to you.
No true Scotsman fallacy. Also I did do that, which is why I Renounced the salvation as well as the Trinity and blasphemed the holy spirit (the only unforgivable sin according to [SIZE=-1]Matthew 12:31-32 and [SIZE=-1]Mark 3:28-29) to first break any possible spiritual bonds to a god that may or may not exist as well as a form of psychodrama to free myself emotionally from my Christian past.[/SIZE][/SIZE]
I used this format over 3 nights =D
The ultimate rite of blasphemy for ex-Christians: Renunciation of the Trinity
Since you brought prayer into the equation, does Satan answer your prayers?
I don't pray to Satan, however I do practice magick in his name and invoke him, and I have had some success with that, but then again you can invoke just about anything and it will work if you are a skilled enough magician. Sometimes not much happens that I can tell, but even just doing an emotionless ritual and asking for Satan to help me with something has been over 9,000 times more effective than praying to Jesus. :beach:
When I prayed to Jesus it wasn't even really hit and miss, simply put the results were just 99% absent. Then boom, I become a Satanist, practice magick, evoke, invoke, and I'm seeing at least some results from the get-go. I'd see more results but I'm kind of lazy in that department and haven't practiced some of the techniques such as meditation and visualization. I don't know how literal God/Satan/whatever is, and I don't think it really matters so long as it works for my magickal intentions, but I feel that my current beliefs and practices are an extremely vast improvement over what I was doing in Christianity. This system just brings more results, it's as simple as that.