DracoDominus
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Odds are, not many people are going to care about this, but it's something i felt like i should say. I volunteer at my local church every weekend as an A/V specialist in the children's ministry. I run all the videos on the big screen and play the music and mics and such. My family is largely christian, but the way my mind works i just couldn't follow that path. Used to be, i would go in every week and as i listened to children too young to really understand what it was they were learning about get indoctrinated into the world of religion, promising to love god all their lives, getting baptised, etc. the kind of thoughts that ran through my mind were generally nuetral tone, 'well, it's their choice' type thoughts. After a while i started to think about it more and more and those thoughts more typically became 'my god this is brainwashing. how horrible'. But in recent months i've been doing a lot of thinking about my life, and the way i live, and i realised that every religion i've ever seen has always tried to accomplish one thing overall, making people better. Each one had their own criteria for this, but generally it fell into the same catagories (don't steal, don't kill, be kind, etc.) I pondered that thought for about a month before i finally settled on something. Each and every religion has it's own bits and pieces of wisdom. The only real difference between them is one of deity. If you remove that portion of any religion then you'll find that they say a lot of the same things as just about any other religion. I could use this to fuel a hundred thousand different conspiracies, and in-fact i already have within the confines of my own mind, but when i get right down to it the most basic truth is revealed. We all want something to hold on to when things go wrong. The biggest reason people stray from church (if the sermons i've heard are anything to go by) is because they find that their lives are going well and they have other things they want to do. Knowing this, i've decided to begin working on a new project, the creation of a 'church', labeled so only because it promotes religion, devoted to teaching, not about god or gods or creeds or salvation, but about being a good person, being happy, and being wise. I won't claim to know all that much about any of those, but i know i am good at analysis and i can learn everything i plan to teach by analysing every religion i can find, from the most popular (Catholicism, Buddhism, Muslim) to the more obscure (Wikkan, Celtic, Greek/Roman). Combining all of these different Sects i'm confident that i'll be able to inspire someone to be better than they were, and if i can do that for even one person i'll be satisfied that i completed my mission. Not to say i won't keep doing it, but i'll be able to relax and stop pressuring people about it ^^