Lintu said:
For those of you who believe in a higher power (or those who don't and want to weigh in, of course!). Are you ever afraid of this entity (or non-entity)? Do you feel like you just can't be "good" enough? I find that a lot of times I feel like I can't possibly live up to the moral standards I've set for myself and believe that I should follow, and that I will be punished for being so weak. I believe in a merciful supreme being, but I can't help but think I don't deserve the mercy
A lot of it was being brought up in a "hellfire and brimstone" religious community, and later dabbling in Catholicism (trust me, you don't have to be born Catholic to experience "Catholic guilt"!).
I understand what your saying, as a matter of fact I posted a thread similar to this in the theist group before I read this one. There are two types of fear, one leads to life and one leads to death. The fear that leads to death, is the type of fear, that is without understanding. The fear that leads to life, is one that leads to the knowledge of God.
Knowing God can bring life. And when you really know him either you love him or you hate him. The one thing about God to fear is that he is Just. God is long suffering,
not desireing that anyone should perish, But that all should come to the knowledge of truth. The truth will set you free. But if you dont hear his word, what he has been trying to tell us, then we remain in darkness, there is no life in us. Its all about Faith, but not
blind faith.
One of the first mistakes we make is that we can somehow please God by our "own" efforts. God needs nothing from us, on the contrary, we need everything from him.
Knowing that we need everything from him is the beginning of life. Trusting in him
for our needs is life. We dont live by bread alone but by every word of God.
The word of God reveals who he is and who we are. Faith in his faithfulness,
in his righteousness, in his his power is what changes us
And we must be changed, for if we remain as we are, we will die. If we resist his will for us ( and his will, is that we "trust" in "his" abillity) then we will come under his judgement. And his judgement is in truth. Not according to the way we judge.
We must be transformed ,according to his will by his own power,and this on our part
is by faith, and faith comes by knowing him, and knowing him comes through Christ.
Christ is the door, the way and the truth.
He that teaches you to love your enemy, would he refuse you if you came to him.
Jesus said abide in My word and you will know the truth and the truth will set you free.
The word is life. Christ was the word in the flesh. Not the word written on stone.
God is not looking for people to reject but for those who he might save, through his word.