I was a member of a very conservative Evangelical community and had been to Honduras and Kenya as a missionary. I was absolutely committed to God. I had a big fat, very messy nervous breakdown due to PTSD from childhood, and they condemned me, saying I had backslidden into sin, was gay, and a whole plethora of things.
In retrospect, I wasn't GID at all but had PTSD. The community I was in did have the choice to support me and help me heal. Having been thrown out, the LGBT community was happy to take me in and apply their agenda to me. They got me on heavy doses of Psych meds that made me very suggestible, and a counselor got me to transition, and have the surgery.
Today, the Christian community is in some cases trying to do better. At my age, it is too hard to go back the other way. I'm a recluse and do not intend to have a relationship with a male, most of whom want to be taken care of. Just waiting for it to be over since suicide seems to be frowned upon.
Thank you for trying to understand.