nutshell
Well-Known Member
As many of the Mormons might know, I've been strugging with my testimony recently (like the past year or so). I must admit, I have doubts about the theology, but I like the lifestyle.
Many of my posts have been angry recently and for that, I am sorry. I've been on the attack because I fear I don't know where I stand personally.
Recently, I've been looking for what I feel is right for me. I was reading what Evangelicals were posting in a Protestant DIR forum and felt (what I thought was) the Spirit move within me. I was shocked. I thought, could they be right. As I pondered this, I felt the Spirit increase and felt a love and knowledge of God I hadn't thought possible. I was compelled to post in that thread and share my knowledge that there is One God and Christ is our Lord and Savior.
I posted this.
And immediately I was rejected. I was told I wasn't welcomed and kicked out.
How could this be? I thought I had found what I've been searching for. Why would God do this to me?
I'm lost.