Spirit of Light
Be who ever you want
As some of RF members maybe know, i am a vegetarian when it comes to food. But what i have not spoken so much about is after i did stop eat meat, it has been in my thoughts and i been thinking how it would be to eat meat again. (kind of an inner craving to try to eat meat again)
Last weekend i was with friends who was eating A LOT of meat, and i was eating my vegetarian food, that is not so special in it self, but in the past when this happen, the feeling of wanting to take some of the meat and eat it was always there.
But last weekend, not a single thought of the meat arised in the sense of wanting to eat it, even when my friends jokingly wanted me to try, there was not on my mind to try to eatit, nor was it a thought of "oh no i cant eat it".
I know i would not take any damage of eating a little. but it just isn`t a big deal to me anymore. there are so many other substitutes for meat that i enjoy food actually almost more now.
Even when i go shopping for food, i do not notice the meat section anymore. it is just there for others to eat if they like
Last weekend i was with friends who was eating A LOT of meat, and i was eating my vegetarian food, that is not so special in it self, but in the past when this happen, the feeling of wanting to take some of the meat and eat it was always there.
But last weekend, not a single thought of the meat arised in the sense of wanting to eat it, even when my friends jokingly wanted me to try, there was not on my mind to try to eatit, nor was it a thought of "oh no i cant eat it".
I know i would not take any damage of eating a little. but it just isn`t a big deal to me anymore. there are so many other substitutes for meat that i enjoy food actually almost more now.
Even when i go shopping for food, i do not notice the meat section anymore. it is just there for others to eat if they like