Thanks. I have done a lot of study on my own over the years. I won't deny the beauty that exists in Catholicism and I still would visit churches just for the beauty of them, but I just don't think I'm cut out to be a Catholic in terms of belief and practice. My current main interests lie in Greco-Roman and Mesoamerican religions, shamanism and Shaktism (Indian Goddess worship), so I will explore those in pursuit of truth, beauty, excellence and balance.that is how the church shall remain durable, Forever Strong and influential, and always more welcoming to those who belong to cultures or Religions that fundamentalists are hostile towards. I find the church to also be more science-friendly than fundamentalists
Well Frank, you are a rational thinker and have done your studies. God loves you and the church is sorry to see you go. I don't fault you for giving up on the church , but don't give up on God or prayer. Bless u!
God bless you, as well. Never stop exploring and questioning. Regardless, I will never be an atheist and will always view the cosmos and whatever lies beyond it with awe and grand beauty.