But I do have something real to offer, the God that is within you that's currently blocked by your egotism.
If you ever do want to know God he's waiting patiently for you to sincerely seek him.
I don't believe you. I have no good reason to believe you. No one does. The only reasons anyone can have to believe you is that they are predisposed to accept fantasy as reality for certain topics or under certain conditions. And this is because, for all the actual evidence you have, your God may as well be fictitious. Note - this is not me saying that your God doesn't exist. It is me saying that if your God exists, and is so fundamental to our lives and our reality, then the production of evidence should be an entirely simple endeavor. You faltering in this endeavor should give anyone and everyone pause when considering the truth-value of your claims.
Nothing you say should be accepted until you can back yourself up. You even likely (hopefully - I don't know, have you bought any bridges lately?) apply this to many other areas of thought and activity in your life. Yet for this one particular avenue, you leave the gates of gullibility WIDE OPEN. In fact, I wouldn't understand why you wouldn't just believe anything and everything anyone says if they tie it to scripture or provide really crappy evidence like that for their claims. Like a guy who starts talking like he's the second coming of Christ. Why wouldn't you believe that person? He will likely quote scripture, he may back himself up with prophecy, tell you that he meets certain esoteric requirements, etc. Why wouldn't you believe him? The only answer can be that you have some weird double-standard going on, whereby some things with extremely poor evidence you decide you're going to believe, and others that you are going to reject. Maybe because the items aren't "old" enough, or because they diverge from your, personal principles, or something. It's dishonest to yourself, is what it is, because you would claim you're not biased in any way when it comes to this "God" stuff. But my ideas right here (which I am sure hold true - that is, that you would reject many of the people I have come in contact with who want to claim themselves the second coming of Christ) would certainly display that you do have such biases in this arena. If anything, this idea displays that YOUR egotism is really what is at play here.